Wednesday, May 12, 2010

a song for homeless beggars and crack heads

You're not alone
Out here in the cold
No blanket for warmth
Sleeping on the floor
You're not alone
You're not alone

The drugs wont kill
you're begging for more
your veins are sour
you're beggin for more
You're not alone
You're not alone

Come take my hand
says the angel of death
i'll break your chains
lead u to a holy place
Come take my hand
come take my hand

save me
save me
save me
i need to breathe

you're not alone
out here in the cold
no blanket for warmth
sleeping on the floor
sleeping on the floor
sleeping on the floor
you're not alone
you're not alone . . .

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

lyrics.

he wants a quick thrill in life
she gave in quick and still never denied
Never thought of wanting to suffer
it went well like bread and butter

what came round would change his life
as he thought to himself
where did it go wrong

He should have used a piece
He should have used a piece
He should have used a piece
But he never did.

His dad had to give in to him
Her mom's tears filled a cups brim
Never realized what a mistake they made
How will they feed the child its bread.

What came around would change her life
as she thought to herself
where did i go wrong


He should have used a piece
He should have used a piece
He should have used a piece
He should have used a piece
He should have used a piece
He should have used a piece
But he never did.

Monday, May 3, 2010

loving others than me

my dad had some friends from alor setar today. he came back late. and had to slip in the tv room..i think he was tipsy
well..i went an gave him an extra fan for him.
that really gave me a confirmation bought myself tho.
that i know how to love ppl more than myself.
i have a problem loving myself i guess.
sigh.

Thursday, February 11, 2010

getting there.

I just need sharpness in hitting notes. The whole Orianthi song is coming up good. took 4 friggin days to actually complete the whole song. Just need practise i guess.
=( SIGH.
Hope i could jam it out with my buds sometime soon.
guess being a guitarist really makes u devote yourself into practise.Precision timing, .having a good ear, awareness . I think this song really improved my level in guitaring.
i hope i can follow the foot stteps of kelvyn yeang one day. He is by far my favourite guitarist in this country. Inspiring mostly.
i hope to post a video of the song when im done on youtube, if i perfected the song =)
will be updating this blog mostly on guitaring now..maybe breaking down songs for people who wanna learn..uploading video..i'd come to a decision after 3 years of playing guitar that music is really a big part of my life. I love playing guitar no matter what genre. will be updating very soon..stay tuned.

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

life and times and the motivations

Dusty blog.
I hate to say that im a lousy blogger but i am what i am.
I would only write a post only if there is something that i would wanna pour out or speak my mind about.
Im not the kind that would be bothered blog and reblog every damn 15mins of the day, or in other words,cant be fucked about blogging.
this is my spot to release tension or to bring up some stuff which i like.

today was a relaxing day.
work was little.i had alot to shred about in my freetime.
shredding on my guitar is like new cocaine to me now.
was shredding According to you by Orianthi. spent the whole 4 hours on that song along.
and yes..i played every single guitar part of it .teehee =)
was out with one of my close friend tonight.
he was a real motivation to me and my future.
although we were at old town, i gain alot of insight fro him.
his thoughts and views on things are just remarkable.
As a friend i am truly honored to know a guy like him
why i say this is because i rarely come across people who plan their future so steadily and yet so determined and disciplined.
who would get a cert and go and work and yet treat work as learning.most of the people out there would go to work only hoping for the mid month advance, end of month sum and the mini mini bonuses to spend.
My friend cant be fucked about the pay.I was quite motivated when he said that his time of working now is just a stepping stone to learn more and be a better person in the marketplace.
wow right? totally agreed.
how i wish i was like him sooner.im taking alot of my mind set and channel my mindset to this motivation that i had today.
i really thank god for having a friend like this in life.
One can never know that in this complex universe, friends can be a real blessing. Upon knowing that, ones self is lifted.
To me, friends are very important in life.getting to know new people.You will never know when a friend can make u the next big star, a promotion and in all simplicity a helping hand.
i ALWAYS get bombarded by parents that always goin out with friend and etc are just fun. have to concentrate on work or studies more.i always get comments that nobody is gona help u if u dont help yourself.It is true that if u dnt help yourself u got nothing. But if you help yourself and put friends in the picture then your life would be a stunning one.In my point of view im not using friends as an object that i can use to obtain better living. Like i said , friends = blessings.
to any friend that i have who is reading this blog i tell u this. You are a friend of mine. we have shared memories. we have dream dreams, vision and thoughts beyond our minds.You are a beautiful being and im proud to call you a friend.

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

victim of love.

A sum from my soul for this forbidden love,
A sum not counted by silver nor gold,
A sum that shreds you into oblivion,
Will there ever be, someone like me.

For there will be a time,
of pain and suffering,
knocking on the door like thieves in the night,
Swift and fast it vanquish your grasp,
Hoping it shall never ever come to pass.

Though i bargain with Him,
through desperation for redemption,
to extend my unrighteous treaty,
but it will always be this,
a hopeless prayer,
will beget a hopeless answer.

Four moons it will be,
till this doom of misery,
then time shall come that i will never be,
the merry me.

i am a victim of love.

written by me.

Thursday, July 30, 2009

Diggin' whats right

Have been with a couple of failed blogs so decided to make this 1 work.
Just finished my 1st semester in Equator Academy of Arts. Im taking architecture by the way. Here is my Final assignment which i think im gonna fail it. cheers
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Yea that it..Having 2 weeks of semb break rite now..the feeling of suspense waiting for result is kinda devastating.The expression of you dad's face when he know you failed. It would be emotionless like murky waters then suddenly a purple swell appears then the barking. useed to being scold at tho.
Recently been diggin' alota folk rock e'g Bod Dylan. There's a band i've been intro-ed by a cool fren from the states and the place where he lives in.Really diggin those lyrics to the songThe band is called Houses. Go look it up here />>>http://www.myspace.com/housesthebandThey just start realeasing EP's and im planning to get 1 tho.More from me next time =)